been a while since i updated since my life was quite peaceful. my cousin kenny was going to go to a christian retreat with ceci but ceci said it's alright since she wanted to spend time with her godfather. and then he went to vancouver with me. so that's basically how our memorial weekend was wasted. everything else wasnt bad. tomorrow there is a basketball game going on so i have to practice later night courts are fun kenny said he would play 1 on 1 with me to help me train. but i also have to sleep early so yeah perhaps at 11. wish me luck

steven

so frustrating. i broke 2 cups today at a restuarant and at home. i couldnt get something i wanted. its very bad. went from the courts to the arcade and played all day to get my mind of that. i actually got the answer yesterday but whatever. it's so retarded. i mean, im so mad at my wifey. but i know i cant stay mad at her for long. i guess i cant blame anyone. whatever or i can blame someone but she'll be mad at me if i do. well whatever.

dead steven

Back home from Vancouver.  These days were perishing.  I miss my wifey.  Me and Kenny was just listening to music on our ride home.  Last nite i called my wifey but it didnt go thru and den she called me.  Me and Kenny screamed her a loud happy new year.  Or merri new year as she prefers.  Well she's more happy now and I am more than relieved so is Kenny.  I can't take care of her all the time so I hope she's happy more.

happy new year~ steven

my wifey is so down lately its not good.  i wish i can come back right away but i can't.  kenny is just singing mournful songs around me cause he's missing her and feeling depressed for her.  are we not your best friends ever? dont worry wifey, i'll be back in a little while. i know you too well.  you're probably fronting the smile right now right? girl, relax and let your emotions flow.  if you did in the first place you probably would't get into this situation right? i'll always be by your side and so will kenny so relax atleast you have two very good friends besides you. lotssalove girl

steven

I am in Vancouver wit my cousin Kenny.  Missing my little girl Ceci. How ya all doing?  I have'nt posted in heaps. (steals little ceci's word)  Vancouver is fun but then i cant help but worry bout me wifey.  She is in sucha depressed mood lately she can hardly get any sleep.  Don't make me worry girl.  It hurts when you hurt.

steven